Not Meant to Be

Well sadly this pregnancy is not going to stay around.  It came back as such a strong positive and then went downhill from there.  I am so mad and angry right now and can't understand why this is happening.  I just wish it would have been negative from the start or even questionable instead of coming back as a strong positive.  I guess we will just have to wait and see what our RE says about everything but at this point I really don't know if I can go through all of this anymore.

Too Long....

I have been gone for a while now.  We have been busy having a ball with Adam, who is now 3 and just as crazy as can be!  He is definitely all boy - loves all things bugs, trucks, construction, trains, airplanes - you name it.  He is just the light of our lives and we thank God everyday for him. 

I am hoping to write on here more because these next months coming up are something I am going to want to not forget!  After 2 1/2 years of trying for baby #2 - today I can FINALLY say it's happening!  After 1 fresh IVF and 3 frozen embryo cycles we finally are pregnant!  And this time was it for us, these were are last 2 embryos and it worked!  I am still in shock but so, so, so thankful to God for blessing us!