Not Meant to Be

Well sadly this pregnancy is not going to stay around.  It came back as such a strong positive and then went downhill from there.  I am so mad and angry right now and can't understand why this is happening.  I just wish it would have been negative from the start or even questionable instead of coming back as a strong positive.  I guess we will just have to wait and see what our RE says about everything but at this point I really don't know if I can go through all of this anymore.